by Seuzz
"Ryan? Baby?" Vincent stood in the living room and
called. "I got back from Toronto early, and I don't gotta go back in for a
new sculpt until -- " He padded through the living room, the kitchen, the
bedroom. "Honey? My man here -- " He slapped his chest proudly.
"Played college football, kept in shape. Hung like a -- "
He broke off. The house was empty. Empty? It felt abandoned.
Sterile beneath the faded floral scents.
Floral scents. Vincent
tried to do what Tito had once suggested he do: Try to think more than three
steps ahead.
The service came on Mondays, and this was Friday. Ryan was
constitutionally incapable of not reducing a house to a pig sty in the space of
four days. Ergo, he was out of town or at least on vacation from the house. But
he had left no message for Vincent on where to find him. Ergo, Ryan was
expecting to be back home before Vincent was scheduled to get back on Sunday.
Ergo, Ryan was taking a vacation that he expected Vincent would not notice, and
probably would not want his boyfriend noticing he had taken.
An ache opened up in Vincent's chest. His legs turned numb
from the knees down as he went into the bedroom and began to methodically
search the dressers, bureaus, and closets. The terrible thing was that even if
he found nothing, that wouldn't prove a negative. But if he did find what he
was afraid of finding --
And he found it. A box of condoms, something he and Ryan had
never had in the house.
Worse, it was almost empty.











